Today's Report

Meet my two furry buddies from Fethiye, the street cats I fed daily while my stay! I adore these whiskered wonders, I can't help but chuckle at the absurdity of people using animals in this dirty game. Seriously, folks, let’s leave the drama to the actors and let cats be cats! They’re more human than most of us anyway! No need to turn our furry friends into props for a dirty game. And while we're at it, can we agree to stop the bird and wolf drama too?

I was chosen. I didn't even know why I was chosen; to be killed? To watch in terror as my years were taken from me?

Why was I chosen?

Was it a struggle for the crown, or the cries for help from a prince who wanted to overthrow the kingdom? Did he dream of choosing me and building a new world together?

How foolish this prince must be, right? These royals, who live like kings, crushing the powerless with their crowns, jewels, and power, would they leave me alive?

I can change the world, and I've already begun to change it, that's true. I've unmasked most of them, that's also true. For months I've walked with a target in my heart, for months they've aimed at it every day. Either they would finish me, or I would finish them… the prince? Ha! He just watched! He threw me into the fire and just watched! He didn't even bother to explain all these ugly games, because he was a royal! He would choose someone, and if they killed that person, he would continue his life as if nothing had happened. He was a prince, and I was a target thrown right into the middle of all the guns.

The guns took everything from me, leaving me alone, cold, and homeless. My small house in the cheapest neighbourhood of the Netherlands was worth very little. I paid off the mortgage, but with the remaining money, I can’t buy a house in Turkey or Italy. It’s notenough. I’m spending that money now, and it’s running out fast. I don’t know how much longer I can continue like this, but not for long.

Everywhere I go, they keep playing games, attacks, and sabotages. I’ve decided to start giving you daily reports here. I’ll share every sabotage they commit daily. Today, “a woman,” who introduced herself as the manager, came to clean the Airbnb where I’m staying. I was in the kitchen/living room at my computer, while she was in the bathroom and bedroom changing the towels and bedspreads and cleaning.

Anyway, I asked her about the sabotage that happened to me yesterday. I told her that when I went to my (rental) car yesterday, the right window was completely open, and there were white stains inside. I added that it was very cold, and I don’t drive with the window open. I also emphasised that there was a camera monitoring sign and asked them to take a look. She said she would ask someone else and finished her work and left.

Then, she came to the door with a man and said that their cameras weren’t working. Are we surprised? No!

On my first day here, I did some shopping and bought myself baby shampoo. Today, I took a shower after bathing. I mentioned earlier that they did something to my hair. My hair hadn’t been dyed blonde in a long time, and despite constant maintenance, it just wouldn’t go back to how it used to be. My hair was always so strong and shiny.

Anyway, the baby shampoo, which was supposed to be a remedy, second day wasn’t transparent and smelled like medicine, not like baby shampoo anymore. So, I was right. They started adding something like medicine or poison to my shampoos, and that’s not new from the beginning on in the Netherlands until today!!

Then, I remembered the my new white dress hanging in the closet here. Even though it was the smallest size, it was a size too big for me but I bought it because I loved it so much. I only wore it for 2 hours on December 31st. The back was ripped. And there were a lot of stains on the hem. And the new mascara I bought at Istanbul airport few days ago, a mascara usually lasts me years because I don't use it much. I only used it once, and when I opened it to use it a second time today, it was gone. Before that, I found my favorite lipstick broken twice. Don't stoop so low.

Cathy! Enough!

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